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I want to pierce the surface of my skin,
watch the blood drip down my arm ever so slowly
falling to the floor.
Each drop makes a puddle of great despair.
& yet
I want to be noticed
but I no longer care.
-L.C.A.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Mascaraed
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When words fail to reach
my closed and lifeless lips.
A suffocation of the mind
leaves me numb and unable to feel.
Masked in confusion
in the shell that feels so miss shaped,
searching fearlessly
to fit in once and for all.
Borderline tears
So many personalities
trying to take the stage.
yet
my inner beauty is trapped
in a lifeless cage.
Everyday the mask reveals
what it is inside,
for today i am floating
lost in my thoughts,
heavy and incomplete.
I'm laking everything
I know I need to face
inside.
I can go in circles
trying to find balance
Between
the light
and the dark .
yet
my mask hides
everything
very well.
-L.C.A.
When words fail to reach
my closed and lifeless lips.
A suffocation of the mind
leaves me numb and unable to feel.
Masked in confusion
in the shell that feels so miss shaped,
searching fearlessly
to fit in once and for all.
Borderline tears
So many personalities
trying to take the stage.
yet
my inner beauty is trapped
in a lifeless cage.
Everyday the mask reveals
what it is inside,
for today i am floating
lost in my thoughts,
heavy and incomplete.
I'm laking everything
I know I need to face
inside.
I can go in circles
trying to find balance
Between
the light
and the dark .
yet
my mask hides
everything
very well.
-L.C.A.
My Drunken Despair
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The negatives of self
The non-existent truth one finds so easy to put a face too.
The lies we are fed
from society
present
I want a man to make sweet love to me the way Jimmy Hendrix fucks his guitar.
With every key, an emotion pulsates
every blood filled vein.
present.
romanticizing of oblivion
drunken gaze
hold me and love me for a while
but please baby,
don't stay.
The rain is on it's way
You crave the storm cuming
from between my legs.
Wet.
and all I ever wanted,
Love,Loved.
paralyzed constantly
your's truly,
love sick.
-L.C.A.
The negatives of self
The non-existent truth one finds so easy to put a face too.
The lies we are fed
from society
present
I want a man to make sweet love to me the way Jimmy Hendrix fucks his guitar.
With every key, an emotion pulsates
every blood filled vein.
present.
romanticizing of oblivion
drunken gaze
hold me and love me for a while
but please baby,
don't stay.
The rain is on it's way
You crave the storm cuming
from between my legs.
Wet.
and all I ever wanted,
Love,Loved.
paralyzed constantly
your's truly,
love sick.
-L.C.A.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Womb Raider
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The Hunter-Gatherer mentality
of a man
Imprisons a women when
taking her hand.
The seed of reproduction,
penetrates an
empty womb.
In constant search of fulfilling
the groom.
To bear a child nurtured by thee,
the hunter has hunted
and has satisfied his
needs.
For those unspoken truths
we call the dance of
life
The bride she waits,
robbed of her rights
for the vows of
LOVE
are monogamous lies.
-L.C.A.
The Hunter-Gatherer mentality
of a man
Imprisons a women when
taking her hand.
The seed of reproduction,
penetrates an
empty womb.
In constant search of fulfilling
the groom.
To bear a child nurtured by thee,
the hunter has hunted
and has satisfied his
needs.
For those unspoken truths
we call the dance of
life
The bride she waits,
robbed of her rights
for the vows of
LOVE
are monogamous lies.
-L.C.A.
Shadow Dancer
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To rest upon this weary night
eyes wide open
enchanted
by a starry light.
The wondering mind
convicted of the most beautiful crime.
In holding nature hostage
forever chained and bound
by images in sight.
-L.C.A.
To rest upon this weary night
eyes wide open
enchanted
by a starry light.
The wondering mind
convicted of the most beautiful crime.
In holding nature hostage
forever chained and bound
by images in sight.
-L.C.A.
One More Time
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I was so young I hadn't experienced life.
I had only experienced my addictions.
Each relapse became a blessing in a curse.
I needed to experience each fall, only to find myself waking up at the bottom.
-L.C.A.
I was so young I hadn't experienced life.
I had only experienced my addictions.
Each relapse became a blessing in a curse.
I needed to experience each fall, only to find myself waking up at the bottom.
-L.C.A.
Saving Grace
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You came to me in the form of a bird. The love and light within your being entered into my soul. I was not searching for the answers though you found me when I was blinded by my demons.
There is a divine spirit that is present, some higher power, a light filled with a healing purpose for those of us who have fallen.
Its force is so strong and powerful that when present, tears of joy wash away years of hurt, and everything that has passed, is healed with love and non-judgmental understanding. All is is saved and all is well in the beauty of each day.
-L.C.A.
You came to me in the form of a bird. The love and light within your being entered into my soul. I was not searching for the answers though you found me when I was blinded by my demons.
There is a divine spirit that is present, some higher power, a light filled with a healing purpose for those of us who have fallen.
Its force is so strong and powerful that when present, tears of joy wash away years of hurt, and everything that has passed, is healed with love and non-judgmental understanding. All is is saved and all is well in the beauty of each day.
-L.C.A.
Touch
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rose flesh hips
milky soft tits
trembling lips of passion
a romance of satisfaction.
-L.C.A.
rose flesh hips
milky soft tits
trembling lips of passion
a romance of satisfaction.
-L.C.A.
Lovers Ballad
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All I want is to be your queen
to dance between the evergreens,
dressed in silk and vintage lace
to have your children,
my saving grace.
-L.C.A.
All I want is to be your queen
to dance between the evergreens,
dressed in silk and vintage lace
to have your children,
my saving grace.
-L.C.A.
Darkness Held Me Like A Friend
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Self love, self worth.
I am here today free from
all self doubts, self pity,self disprovals.
To love ones-self is to be free.
Free from the hatred one finds so easy to obtain.
-L.C.A.
Self love, self worth.
I am here today free from
all self doubts, self pity,self disprovals.
To love ones-self is to be free.
Free from the hatred one finds so easy to obtain.
-L.C.A.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Purity
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Purity is simplicity, you have to take this all in and let it carry you through your life. That light that comes with purity, It's all very spiritual. You are who you become out of what you experience, but to see beauty in its purist form is so beneficial to your sanity. What is beautiful? Spirit. Outer " beauties" are just a facade to the masses. It's of no importance to spirit. Inner beauty is spirit. It's what the person embodies and radiates to the world as a reflection of the connection they have with their core and the universe. Which is in direct response to the influence of their surroundings. Good and bad they are both influential, but its the training of the mind to remove our mental obsession and dependance on outer impurities and manufactured influences that fog our vision on understanding the human spirit on a common level. Truth is we are Human, cursed with the ultimate sin. Free will?
Yes, however its a matter of giving in to the obsession or withholding from it. One can practice that and learn to live in this world, It's all about balance. I've been in the darkest places and seen the worst means of mental existence and insanity, yet I choose to not fixate on the evil trying to puppet my life. Learning to balance the light with the dark. Life is a choice, a decision. I garentee that if you remove all substances, Alcohol, Drugs, Cigarettes, Sex, and Ego you will FEEL free and emotions will hit you in the face. Truth be known right in front of your eyes. But then again this is just my experience. The universe holds all the answers. Your guide and your heart follow, openly , willingly. Ego aside. True and pure oneness.
-L.C.A.
Purity is simplicity, you have to take this all in and let it carry you through your life. That light that comes with purity, It's all very spiritual. You are who you become out of what you experience, but to see beauty in its purist form is so beneficial to your sanity. What is beautiful? Spirit. Outer " beauties" are just a facade to the masses. It's of no importance to spirit. Inner beauty is spirit. It's what the person embodies and radiates to the world as a reflection of the connection they have with their core and the universe. Which is in direct response to the influence of their surroundings. Good and bad they are both influential, but its the training of the mind to remove our mental obsession and dependance on outer impurities and manufactured influences that fog our vision on understanding the human spirit on a common level. Truth is we are Human, cursed with the ultimate sin. Free will?
Yes, however its a matter of giving in to the obsession or withholding from it. One can practice that and learn to live in this world, It's all about balance. I've been in the darkest places and seen the worst means of mental existence and insanity, yet I choose to not fixate on the evil trying to puppet my life. Learning to balance the light with the dark. Life is a choice, a decision. I garentee that if you remove all substances, Alcohol, Drugs, Cigarettes, Sex, and Ego you will FEEL free and emotions will hit you in the face. Truth be known right in front of your eyes. But then again this is just my experience. The universe holds all the answers. Your guide and your heart follow, openly , willingly. Ego aside. True and pure oneness.
-L.C.A.
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